Lotus Flower

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Has been kidnapped by her bed, held at pillow point, tied up in the covers. Please do not pay the ransom, she loves it there. Nighty night peeps :D

My Eye Candy :D Heheheeeeeeeeee...Oh so yummy ^_^




is packing and cleaning... Can't wait to get into my new place ... where I get to UNpack and clean some more ...


Heheheeeee O.o

Song of the day is....

Settlin' ~ Sugarland


Lyrics:


Fifteen minutes left to throw me together
For mister right now, not mister forever
Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends
Looking like another "maybe we could be friends"
I've been leaving it up to fate
It's my life so it's mine to make

I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time
I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah

With some good red wine and my brand new shoes
Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room
Take a chance on love and try how it feels
With my heart wide open now you know I will
Find what it means to be the girl
Who changed her mind and changed her world

I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time
I ain't settling for anything less than everything

I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time

I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
I ain't settling no, no, no, no, no, no

So raise the bar high


LMAO
Apologizing isn't always a matter of admitting you're wrong. Sometimes it just means that you value your relationship/friendship more than your ego.

Saturday, April 28, 2012


‎"They say love is the key, somebody change the lock."
Lil Wayne - How To Hate.

Song of the day is....

Crawling Back To You ~ Daughtry


Lyrics:

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,
And it's too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,
Well I'm doing alright,
'Til I close my eyes
And then I see your face,
And it's no surprise.

[Chorus:]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.

[Chorus:]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.
And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.
And it's too late now, to put out the fire.

[Chorus:]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

I'm crawling back to you [3x]

"I used to think the worst thing in life is to end up all alone. Its not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone."
psssst...hey, you...yeah, you...you're my favorite...shhhh! don't tell the anyone else!
The heart that truly loves never forgets. for love can not be replaced or easily forgotten. ♥

Friday, April 27, 2012

*Phone vibrates* Runs across the room, jumps over couch ninja style, trips over sleeping dog, dives on floor for phone. Dang, its not who i thought it was. <3

Sexy Silk ~ Jessie J


Boy, I will be your sexy silk
Wrap me around, 'round, 'round, 'round
I'll be your pussycat licking at your milk
Right now down, down, down
Oh, a kiss can last all night!
You'll have to seduce me, nibble and bite
(Aww, yeah)
But oh no no no
Whoa whoa go
Slow baby don't
Ohhhh!

Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Whoa boy you're gonna win!
Say 'yeah, yeah, yeah' you're under my skin
I got butterflies within
Ohhhh!
I think I like you!




Have you ever looked at someone and thought, " Yep..you have a person in your basement " ? O.o 

Never change yourself to meet someone else's standard, if they can't accept you as you are, they aren't worth the trouble!

Song of the day is....

Eyes Open ~ Taylor Swift


Lyrics:


Everybody's waiting
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open

The tricky thing
Is yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers
Just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and keeps score

Keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around (turn around), oh they've surrounded you
It's a showdown (showdown) and nobody comes to save you now
But you've got something they don't
Yeah you've got something they don't
You've just gotta keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes

Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night goes dark
Keep your eyes open

(Keep your eyes open [4x])

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Keep your ey-eyes open
Wow you're just like all the rest :( I really thought u were different. I guess I was wrong...

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Has anyone ever noticed lol looks like a stick man drowning? So next time you say lol you are killing another stick man... Just sayin :)
pillow - $30, set of sheets - $50, mattress - $700, getting to have the whole bed to myself - priceless! :D

Song of the day is....

I Need This ~ Jessie J


Lyrics:


Stop, where am I? 
Shock, I can't cry 
Pop, I need some space 

No, this isn't me 
Go, please let me breathe 
I'll be back sooner than you know 

I need this space 
Just like you need air 
I need this time 
Time to clear up my mind 

Wait, did you hear that? 
Hear my heart beat 
I need this feeling 
Whoa yeah, I really need this 

Well, I've been blind 
I hope I'll be fine 
Don't hold me back, no 

Yes, I see light 
Now, it's so bright 
Call my name, I'll be there soon 

I need this space 
Just like you need air 
I need this time 
Time to clear up my mind 

Wait, did you hear that? 
Hear my heart beat 
I need this feeling 

Wait, did you hear that? 

Hear my heart beat 
I need this feeling 
Whoa yeah, I really need this 

I need this, I need this 
Really need, whoa 

You know it's not personal 
Sorry if I'm hurting you 
Please don't give up on me now 
I needed this time alone 
To know I could come back home 
To breathe, breathe, breathe 

I need this space 
Just like you need air 
I need this time 
Time to clear up my mind 

Wait, did you hear that? 
Hear my heart beat 
I need this feeling 

Wait, did you hear that? 
Hear my heart beat 
I need this feeling 
I really need this 

I need this, I need this 
Whoa, whoa, yeah, oh 
I really need 
Whoa, whoa, hey, hey, I need 

Really, really need 
I need, I need this, need this, need this 
I really need this

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

I feel yucky, icky, n blah so imma gonna go to bed early. Night y'all
I am so very sleepy...it's time for sleep. I plan to have pleasant dreams...possibly of Jack Sparrow...a little island and...a lotta rum! ;) LOL

Monday, April 23, 2012

SOMETIMES... when you stop chasing the wrong things in life, you give the [RIGHT] things a chance to catch you <3
At least I finally have an answer even though it is bittersweet. Oh well nuttin I can do about it. It is what it is, I guess :(
I am soooo bored. Nuttin to do, no one text. What a boring n uneventful day o.O

Song of the day is....

Perfect Two (Break-up Version) Cover ~ xRAWR16 ~ Originally sang by Auburn


Lyrics:

We always used to talk real late after midnight
Now the only thing we do on the phone is fight
Is there a way to make this go away
I don’t think that we’re gunna be okay
You were my hero and I was your sidekick
Now you’re gunna be the tear I cry when we split
Baby I don’t think that I can do this
It seems so wrong making up with only one kiss

Don’t think that I could ever be
Able to stay with you now baby
Cuz in time I know that we’ll both see
We’re not meant to be

Cuz you’re the one that makes me cry
You would never ever save me
All your words are full of lies
You’re not the one I wanna marry
Cuz baby can’t you see
We’re just a fantasy
There’s nothing we can do
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
Baby me and you
We’re not the perfect two

I thought you were my prince and I was your princess
Now that we’re here all of that is meaningless
I think I was a fool for letting you fill the spaces
Between my hands and my diary pages
You used to be the one that made me happy
You used to tell me you were lucky to have me
Now you’re as cold as the winter weather
But I don’t care cuz we’re not together

Don’t think that I could ever be
Able to stay with you now baby
Cuz in time I know that we’ll both see
We’re not meant to be

Cuz you’re the one that makes me cry
You would never ever save me
All your words are full of lies
You’re not the one I wanna marry
Cuz baby can’t you see
We’re just a fantasy
There’s nothing we can do
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
Baby me and you
We’re not the perfect two

Oh oooh oooh oh…

[Verse 3]
You know that I’ll never love you
Like the way I ever used to 
But you I will remember you
Now that I’m gone I smile
It took me quite a while
To see we won’t walk down the aisle

Cuz you’re the one that makes me cry
You would never ever save me
All your words are full of lies
You’re not the one I wanna marry
Cuz baby can’t you see
We’re just a fantasy
There’s nothing we can do
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
We’re not the perfect two
Baby me and you
We’re not the perfect two

Sunday, April 22, 2012

is looking for a "bite my bottom lip, pull my hair, spank my bottom, kiss my neck, tell me I'm beautiful, make me laugh, hold me tight" kinda guy.
I am who I am. I act like I want, do as I please, and say what I want and no plans on changing. After all I am my mother's daughter :)
(Life happens)
When you're waiting for a call
(Life happens)
When you think you got it all
(Life happens) When you're cleaning up a mess
(Life happens)
And when you're busy getting dressed
(Life happens)
And when you're dancing in the dark
(Life happens)
And when you got a broken heart
(Life happens)
And when you're chilling under sun
(Life happens)
And when you meet the only one
(Life happens)
And when you run out of the time
(Life happens)
And when ...
(Life happens)
And when there's nothing left to do
(Life happens)
It's still happening to you
(Life happens)

~Life Happens ~ Brandon and Leah
You'll be holding me
And I'll be holding you
Through those long nights
My love will be pulling you through
When you see the stars
Pretend they're my arms
When you feel the air
That is me kissing you there
Say you love me
And I will say I love you
No distance could ever make that untrue
When I'm far away I'll reach through time and space
When you hear the wind
You'll hear me saying
I love you forever

~I love you forever ~ Jewel

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Good things come to those who wait...If that's the case then I'm in for something REALLY fan-friggin-tastic!

Friday, April 20, 2012

OMG I just realized what today was, it's 4:20 lol Well I know what some peeps will be doing today  ;D LMAO

Doesn't understand the phrase, 'Cute as a Button'. Never in my life have I looked at a button and said, "Awww that button is so cute!" :D

Song of the day is....

Used to ~ Daughtry


LYRICS:

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.
Breithlá sona ... Tá súil agam go mbainfidh tú a fháil ar fad ar mian leat chun an lae inniu ... love tú le gach ceann de mo chroí agus beidh mé i gcónaí ...

Thursday, April 19, 2012

How come some people come in and out of your life too quickly but other people just won't freaking go away!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Jared Lee - "It's Over (Goodbye)" (Official Video)

if u love something, you don't wanna let it go. but if you really love it, sometimes, you just have to let it go. no matter how much it hurts you.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Monday, April 16, 2012

Cher Lloyd - Love Me For Me /\ Lyrics On A Screen

A doll house is all that you could see
But it's so far from my reality
I got problems, I got issues
Sometimes it's all too much for me
Wrap it up with a pretty little bow
But there are some things you can't sugarcoat
Give it to you anyway
Even though it won't taste so sweet

I been trying trying
Hold my head up high
I been lying lying
Keeping it all inside
Maybe I could trust you, yeah
Take another leaf, I'm a book yeah yeah?

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering what if
That ain't the way you oughta live
Cause I don't want you to love me
If you don't wanna love me for me

Jessie J - Who You Are

~I will never stop being who I am and it's sad that some people can't handle that...Even with a few tears shed, I know that I may not be okay now but I will be one day.  

Lyrics:



I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(who you are [x11])

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams
No, no, no, no, no...

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
Yeah yeah yeah

Song of the Day is....

Drive By ~ Train


Lyrics:

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
I thought this can't be true
'Cause you moved to west LA
Or New York or Santa Fe
Or wherever to get away from me

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

On the upside of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until i came to
And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Please believe that when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve but love for you
And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Sunday, April 15, 2012

I wish I could enjoy u even before I get out of my bed, u are all I need, I am addicted to u, the moment u touch my lips is pure ecstasy, sweet coffee I love u 

Song of the day is....

That's What I Love About Sunday ~ Craig Morgan

Lyrics:


Raymond's in his Sunday best,
He's usually up to his chest in oil an' grease.
There's the Martin's walkin' in,
With that mean little freckle-faced kid,
Who broke a window last week.
Sweet Miss Betty likes to sing off key in the pew behind me. 

That's what I love about Sunday:
Sing along as the choir sways;
Every verse of Amazin' Grace,
An' then we shake the Preacher's hand.
Go home, into your blue jeans;
Have some chicken an' some baked beans.
Pick a back yard football team,
Not do much of anything:
That's what I love about Sunday. 

I stroll to the end of the drive,
Pick up the Sunday Times, grab my coffee cup.
It looks like Sally an' Ron, finally tied the knot,
Well, it's about time.
It's 35 cents off a ground round,
Baby, cut that coupon out! 

That's what I love about Sunday:
Cat-napping on the porch swing;
You curled up next to me,
The smell of jasmine wakes us up.
Take a walk down a back road,
Tackle box and a cane pole;
Carve our names in that white oak,
steal a kiss as the sun fades,
That's what I love about Sunday,
Oh, yeah. 

Ooh, new believers gettin' baptized,
Momma's hands raised up high,
Havin' a Hallelujah good time
A smile on everybody's face.
That's what I love about Sunday,
Oh, yeah. 

That's what I love about Sunday,
Oh, yeah.
So not funny :( it rained to and from the store then as soon as i was in the house the rain stopped. I am not amused n a little wet...

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Song of the day is....

Moves Like Jagger ~ Maroon 5 ft. Christina Aguilera

Lyrics:


Oh, yeah
Oh!

[Verse 1:]
Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like
And take me away and make it OK
I swear I'll behave

You wanted control
So we waited
I put on a show
Now I make it
You say I'm a kid
My ego is big
I don't give a shit
And it goes like this

[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue
And I'll know you
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you

All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger

I don't need to try to control you
Look into my eyes and I'll own you

With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger

[Verse 2:]
Maybe it's hard
When you feel like you're broken and scarred
Nothing feels right
But when you're with me
I'll make you believe
That I've got the key

Oh
So get in the car
We can ride it
Wherever you want
Get inside it
And you want to steer
But I'm shifting gears
I'll take it from here (Oh! Yeah yeah!)
And it goes like this (Uh)

[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue
And I'll know you (Uh)
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you

All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger

I don't need to try to control you (Oh, yeah)
Look into my eyes and I'll own you

With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger (Yeah yeah)
I've got the moves like Jagger

[Bridge:]
You wanna know how to make me smile
Take control, own me just for the night
And if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this

So watch and learn
I won't show you twice
Head to toe, oooh baby rub me right
But if I share my secret
You're gonna have to keep it
Nobody else can see this (Ay! Ay! Ay! Aaay!)

And it goes like this

[Chorus:]
Take me by the tongue (Take me by the tongue)
And I'll know you
Kiss me 'til you're drunk
And I'll show you (Yeah yeah yeah!)

All the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
(Oh, yeah)
I don't need to try to control you
Look into my eyes and I'll own you

With them moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger
I've got the moves like Jagger