Lotus Flower

Monday, September 17, 2012

Poor Kate :( She has to be so mortified! I don't blame William for being angry, I'm sure this is bringing back some painful memories from his childhood. I do believe he is the last person the paparazzi want to piss off. He is going to fight tooth n nail in court and even if William & Kate dont win, the paparazzi lite a fire that they will not be able to put out! William was too young to do anything about the paparazzi n his mother, you can bet that he'll do something now. Watch out paparzzi you are soooooo screwed!!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Kelly Clarkson - Dark Side

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Friday, September 7, 2012

Train - 50 Ways To Say Goodbye

She was caught in a mudslide Eaten by a lion Got run over by a crappy purple Scion Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes! She dried up in the desert Drowned in a hot tub Danced to death at an east side night club Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies And ways to say you died

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Part two – The Color




Now I have to say that my journey with this color was a major pain. It was messy and gets on everything. My hands, forehead, ears, and any skin exposed at the time ended up with blue on it even with peroneum jelly as a protectant.  A smurf I was indeed!  :smurf: 

I added the color with a tint brush in sections then massaged it into my hair. They say comb it, but I can’t get a comb through my hair even if my life depended on it. O.o Once it was completely saturated, I pinned it up and waited for about 3 ½ hours until it was crusty then washed it out with cool water in the sink. Important: Do not, I repeat, do not wash your hair in the shower. This color covers everything it touches to blue, and if it runs on your skin, yep you guessed it, you're a walking smurf. Lol. This dye even dyed my steel sink so now around the bottom of my sink is a ring of blue. xD

I rinsed it with a vinegar and water mixture then added a thick conditioner. After that I blow dried it and this is the result…...

Color in the Sun v


In the house v



Since my hair wasn’t really light, the color wasn’t a vibrate blue that some people have had, mine is more towards the dark side, but I love it that way.  There is a really bad rub off so my hands, neck, forehead, ears stain blue from time to time.  Love the color but I don’t think I’ll be doing this again unless they tweak it some or figure a way where it doesn’t rub off so much…

Products:

Manic Panic Rockabilly Blue

Part One – The process begins…




First off, I’m not a fan of bleaching. To be honest I’m terrible at it. I should have gone to a salon to strip it but I can’t afford the outrageous prices they ask for. Geesh I am not made out of money, Ya know. Heck who is these days with the economy the way it is. Oh well back to what I was saying. I shouldn’t lighten my hair…Blah…,But I do anyway and here are the results…

Drum Roll Please….


Tata….


I know bad, huh? When I went to Sally's, I picked up two packets of lightener thinking that would be strong enough. Well, it wasn’t and it turned into that hot mess…

After bleaching, which I should have bleached again but instead used Manic Panic Virgin Snow to see if I could tone it down some.  I slept with it in all night then washed it out in the morning and this is how it turned out…



Ok it did tone it some and evened it out a little too plus I figured it was light enough for my color show so now it was time to color...

Products:

Clairol Kaleidocolors Powder Lightener – blue
Salon Care 20 Volume crème 
Manic manic Virgin Snow
Gloves
Tint brush

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

I’ve recently decided that I am going to dye my hair Manic Panic Rockabilly Blue, and since this is my first time dying my hair an extreme color I am going to write about my experience, which will be in two parts since I’m bleaching my hair first then coloring it. Pictures will be included along with the products I will use. All products will be from Sally’s Beauty Supply and will be listed at the end of each post. 

Well, Guys & Gals it’s gonna be one hellva ride. lol wink Hopefully I don’t turn myself into a smurf by the end of this smurf O.o That so would be my luck! jester I'll post the first part as soon as get it done. Tata for now.bigsmile

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Lady Antebellum - Wanted You More

All the nights we spent, just talking
Of the things we wanted out of life
Making plans and dreams together
Wish I'd seen, I was just too blind

My heart was open, exposed and hoping
For you to lay it on the line
In the end it seemed
There was no room for me
Still, I tried to change your mind

I guess I wanted you more
And looking back now, I'm sure
I wanted you more
I guess I wanted you more

Friday, August 10, 2012

My first thought was 'Awww poor kitty!', my second thought was 'Damn it's ugly o.O', and my third was ' Yes, we blow up if we don't bitch :D' LMAO


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Katy Perry - Wide Awake

I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9

Sunday, August 5, 2012

:(

My heart goes out to the families and victims of the Sikh Temple shooting in Oak Creek, WI.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

I've been talking to my ex for awhile now n we're thinking about giving our relationship another go...

Sunday, July 29, 2012

One of many things we shouldn't do but then Disney says its okay O.o


Friday, July 27, 2012

<3

Just finshed the last book in the hollow trilogy by Jessica verday n all I have to say is 'Awwwwww'! Seriously it was a fantastic read n to be honest I would have done the same thing for everlasting love. *sigh* I am such a girly girl ;)

Thursday, July 26, 2012

So I give you my heart, then a few months later you call me a heartless bitch.. Well no shit I'm a heartless bitch, you still have my fucking heart! xD

i hate it when strangers say i don't bite "ya cause the first thing i think when i meet a person is HOLY SHIT the bitch is gonna bite me"

Monday, July 23, 2012

Burn the bridges that are behind you, close the doors to the past, and tear down the walls that are around you, or there is no way you can move forward.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

Lmao :D



[Size=6][color=purple]It's the little things in life that make this girl smile~~Smell of coffee~Bubble Baths~Sunny Day's~Fresh Batteries~ ; )[/color][/size]

There is only one promise in life, Death. We never know when it will take us, or how it will happen. Live life to the fullest and take no day for granted.


Thursday, July 19, 2012

Secondhand Serenade- Maybe

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Yep stayin' positive :D


In a world of comparison and conformity, make your own statement. Honor your own truth. Have the courage to be yourself; risk speaking your own thoughts :)

Friday, July 13, 2012

Skillet- The Last Night-Lyrics

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie.

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.


Thursday, July 12, 2012

Smile uncontrollably and the world smiles with you. Laugh uncontrollably and they'll think your on drugs.

OMG just seen a guy riding a bike in a sun dress. LMAO :D Whatever floats his boat I guess xD

Listening to some tunes xD


Awwwww soooooo true ♥♥


Farther Away ~ Evanescence

Im numb to you -numb and deaf and blind. You give me all but the reason why. I reach but I feel only air at night. Not you, not love, just nothing. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

is thinking thoughts that she shouldn't be thinking,and thinks that thinking these thoughts will lead to thinking other thoughts that she shouldn't be thinking.

My lovely red was brought to you today by Manic Panic Rock 'n' Roll Red. ♥♥ Loooooove this ♥♥


Hard 2 Love ~ Lee Brice

I am a short fuse, I am a wrecking ball

Crashing into your heart like I do

You're like a Sunday morning,

Full of grace and full of Jesus

I wish that I could be more like you.

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

I don't make it easy,

I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood,

I'm hard to love, hard to love,

You say that you need me,

I don't deserve it but I love that you love me.

Goood

Love me good

Monday, July 9, 2012

Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others. </3


Saturday, July 7, 2012

I don't say I LOVE YOU unless I mean it! So when I find out that the guy i love told another girl that he loved her not just a month ago its like a slap in my face. HE loves me, he said weeks ago. I don't think so. If he did, he wouldn't have told someone else that he loved them. Wow I thought he was different but I guess I was wrong n boy does it hurt...

Monday, July 2, 2012

If only it were that easy :(
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

My Life Would Suck Without You ♥ Kelly Clarkson

Thursday, June 28, 2012

U got, u got it bad
When you're on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life's off track
You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house
You don't wanna have fun
It's all you think about
U got it bad when you're out with someone
But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else
U got it bad

♥ U got it bad ~ Usher ♥

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

And in all honesty, I am truly afraid to be someone's "everything" cause in the end I always turn out to be their *nothing*
Gonna go read a twisted retelling of little red riding hood. Nothing better than two hatchet welding sisters out for werewolf blood xD lol gotta love Sisters Red by Jackson Pearce ♥♥
Why do we feel safe under a blanket? It's not like a murderer will come in thinkin "I'm gonna ki.. AHH damnn! shes under a blanket!" LMAO

Sunday, June 24, 2012

There is over 8 billion people in this world and you're the ONE person I can't get outta my head! <3

Friday, June 22, 2012

I cry cause I get sad. I get sad cause I worry bout u. I worry bout u cause I love u. No matter wat you say I will always worry bout u b/c I will always love u.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

The Story of Us - Taylor Swift

Flo Rida - Wild Ones ft. Sia

[Sia - Hook]
Hey I heard you were a wild one
Oooh
If I took you home
It'd be a home run
Show me how you do

I wanna shut down the club
With you
Hey I heard you like the wild ones (wild ones wild ones)
Oooh

[Bridge]
I am a wild one
Break me in
Saddle me up and let's begin
I am a wild one
Tame me now
Running with wolves
And I'm on the prowl

Show you another side of me
A side you would never thought you would see
Tear up that body
Dominate you 'til you've had enough
I hear you like
The wild stuff




I can’t believe some people! A group of neighbors in Denver want to ban a little 3yr old from being able to draw on the sidewalk with chalk. Its CHALK and it’s a 3yr old! Come on can’t we bitch and moan about something more important than a little child drawing with chalk. Hmmm….Lets see, how about the education system – our education system is lacking to say the least,  the huge homeless problem we are facing – way too many families down at shelters, God way too many people at the shelters' period, or the way our children act these days – kids bullying other kids, hell, kids' bully adults. Where is the respect for elders? Where is the respect at all? ßThese are the issues we should be worrying about not a 3yr olds chalk art, or that it's on the damn sidewalk!!!

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

"Just because a person does not love you the way YOU want them to love you, does not mean that they are not loving you with all that they have"

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Kiss Me Thru The Phone - Soulja Boy

[Verse: Soulja Boy]
Baby, I know that you like me
You my future wifey
SouljaBoyTellEm yeah you could be my bonnie
I could be your clyde
You could be my wife
Text me, call me, I need you in my life yeah 
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two
(678) 999-8212

[Chorus: Sammie]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you 
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone) 
See you when I get home


It's A Girl Thing - Jesse Lee

we love weddings and diamond rings 
you want a girlfriend but you don't want strings
we want a four course meal, you want Hooter's wings
football game on the plasma screen 

we love romance, we like a candle light 
you like a cold beer, we like a fine wine
you hardly talk, we could talk all night 
you wanna fix it, we just wanna cry

it's a girl thing
(yeah yeah)
it's a girl thing
(yeah yeah)
boy it's a gril thing
(yeah yeah yeah)
it's a girl thing x 3 more
(yeah yeah)
whoo!


Saturday, June 16, 2012

Homeless - Ed Sheeran

And now I'm sitting on a night bus
Flicking through my Ipod
Feeling kinda tired 
So I try to close my eyes up
Driver, turn the lights off
Lights on, on stage, mics on
Song plays, nice one
Gotta keep my hype strong
Truth be, never went to Uni
People see right through me
but I'm not a fool, see
I'm never gonna do one
Gonna live past 22, done
Everything I need to
Except get a 2:1

I haven't slept for the past week
Two hours ain't enough for me
I feel inspired, at quarter to three am
I haven't changed since our last meet
I'm still getting all my food for free
Think I'm being shunned by my feet again

It's not a homeless life for me
It's just I'm home less than I'd like to be



The A Team - Ed Sheeran

And they say 
She's in the Class A Team
Stuck in her daydream
Been this way since 18
But lately her face seems
Slowly sinking, wasting
Crumbling like pastries
And they scream
The worst things in life come free to us
Cos we're just under the upperhand
And go mad for a couple grams
And she don't wanna go outside tonight
And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland
Or sells love to another man
It's too cold outside
For angels to fly
An angel will die
Covered in white
Closed eye
And hoping for a better life
This time, we'll fade out tonight
Straight down the line