I've been thinking about my New Year's Resolutions lately and I have come up with a few.
1. Move on <---I know I keep saying it but I haven't been able to get my heart into it. This year I will try to finally move on....
2. Be Happy
3. Keep my grades up 
4. Watch a TV Series from the beginning with Netflix. <---Ooh there are so many that I want to see that I'm not sure which one I want to watch 

Last night I was like this

I just couldn't get to sleep!

~ “The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you'll see their flaws. That's just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don't last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they're out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness' sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.” ~

Leave my heart out of this - Fifth Harmony

I tell my heart to just butt out, keep its opinions to itself
I should just listen to my head, cause its the one who knows what's best
It tells me not to love you, but my heart says just forgive you
Oh but it's not thinking clearly
I wish that I could leave my heart out of this
Leave my heart out of this

 

OMG this brought tears to my eyes. :'( It hit a little too close to home......

Goodbye - Chris Young

The love of a lifetime

Is worth at least a million tries

Baby what we got

Is too good for goodbye

 

Three Cheers for Five Years - Mayday Parade

Too late, I'm sure and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now against me

You know the words, so sing along for me, baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry

But you won't stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying

With my heart beside me

In shattered pieces that may never be replaced

And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me

And I will always remember you now, remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side

Sleep alone tonight