Lotus Flower

Monday, September 22, 2014

Gone Forever ~ Three Days Grace

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever


Saturday, September 20, 2014

Habits (Stay High)

You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh


Monday, September 15, 2014

What Are You Waiting For? ~ Nickelback

Are you waiting for the right excuse?
Are you waiting for a sign to choose
While your waiting it's the time you lose
What are you waiting for?
Don't you wanna spread your wings and fly?
Don't you wanna really live your life?
Don't you wanna love before you die?
What are you waiting for?

You gotta go and reach for the top
Believe in every dream that you got
You only living one so tell me?
What are you, what are you waiting for?
You know you gotta give it your all
And don't you be afraid if you fall
You only living one so tell me?
What are you, what are you waiting for?


No Easy Way Out ~ Bullet for My Valentine

This is one of my favorite songs from my favorite Rocky movie. Granted this isn't the original, but I still like this version of the song. lol I have both versions on my phone and listen to Robert Tepper's version when the mood strikes :P Man, gotta love the 80s! :D At least I do!



We're not indestructible
Baby, better get that straight!
I think it's unbelievable
How you give into the hands of fate!

Some things are worth fighting for
Some feelings never die
I'm not asking for another chance
I just wanna know why!

There's no easy way out!
There's no shortcut home!
There's no easy way out!
Giving in can't be wrong!


Friday, September 12, 2014

It was about time that I erased certain texts and pictures from my phone. Fuck, it hurt like hell, like ripping out my own heart, but it needed to be done so I could move on completely.

“I demolish my bridges behind me...then there is no choice but to move forward”
― Fridtjof Nansen

Friday, September 5, 2014


Starring Role Cover (Marina & the Diamonds) ~ Melanie Martinez

You don't love me, big fucking deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
You don't love me, not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather work alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role.