Lotus Flower

Thursday, October 2, 2014

I cannot wait to get this case for my Galaxy S3!!!  I love it!!  Now I just have to wait for it to come in the mail. Ugh, I really don't have patience lol 
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Monday, September 22, 2014

Gone Forever ~ Three Days Grace

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever


Saturday, September 20, 2014

Habits (Stay High)

You're gone and I gotta stay
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
High all the time
To keep you off my mind
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze
Trying to forget you babe
I fall back down
Gotta stay high all my life
To forget I'm missing you
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh


Monday, September 15, 2014

What Are You Waiting For? ~ Nickelback

Are you waiting for the right excuse?
Are you waiting for a sign to choose
While your waiting it's the time you lose
What are you waiting for?
Don't you wanna spread your wings and fly?
Don't you wanna really live your life?
Don't you wanna love before you die?
What are you waiting for?

You gotta go and reach for the top
Believe in every dream that you got
You only living one so tell me?
What are you, what are you waiting for?
You know you gotta give it your all
And don't you be afraid if you fall
You only living one so tell me?
What are you, what are you waiting for?


No Easy Way Out ~ Bullet for My Valentine

This is one of my favorite songs from my favorite Rocky movie. Granted this isn't the original, but I still like this version of the song. lol I have both versions on my phone and listen to Robert Tepper's version when the mood strikes :P Man, gotta love the 80s! :D At least I do!



We're not indestructible
Baby, better get that straight!
I think it's unbelievable
How you give into the hands of fate!

Some things are worth fighting for
Some feelings never die
I'm not asking for another chance
I just wanna know why!

There's no easy way out!
There's no shortcut home!
There's no easy way out!
Giving in can't be wrong!


Friday, September 12, 2014

It was about time that I erased certain texts and pictures from my phone. Fuck, it hurt like hell, like ripping out my own heart, but it needed to be done so I could move on completely.

“I demolish my bridges behind me...then there is no choice but to move forward”
― Fridtjof Nansen

Friday, September 5, 2014


Starring Role Cover (Marina & the Diamonds) ~ Melanie Martinez

You don't love me, big fucking deal
I'll never tell you how I feel
You don't love me, not a big deal
I'll never tell you how I feel

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part
When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart
You know I'd rather work alone, than play a supporting role
If I can't get the starring role.


Thursday, August 28, 2014

:(

It's almost been two months and I'm still not over it...To be honest, I don't think I will ever be. This will be my what if, that one thing you wish could have been...Yeah, this is mine.

This song fits perfectly on how I've been feeling and how I always will...


Sunday, July 13, 2014

Trying hard not to cry, even when that's all you really want to do :(

Thursday, June 5, 2014

She swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

</3 Beautiful Disaster -  Jon McLaughlin

Monday, May 26, 2014

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

~ 98 degrees

Sunday, May 25, 2014


I say I wanna be happy, but I quickly forget
Will I sabotage all the good I've got left?
Depression's like a big fur coat,
It's made of dead things but it keeps me warm

"Crazy" is, I believe, the medical term
When we wanna recover, but we don't wanna learn
Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times
And gimme some more of that iodine

~ Iodine - Icon for Hire


Monday, May 19, 2014

I can't believe how happy I am :) He makes me so freakin' happy!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

You see I met this wonderful, charming guy who makes me laugh, smile, and gives me butterflies every time he messages me. He also makes me feel incredibly special every single day. :) I've fallen hard for him :love: So I'm not sure what we are exactly, but we're something. So with all that said, I'm no longer available! :D

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Enjoying my wonderful mother's day! Hope all the mothers out there are having an awesome day!!

Friday, May 9, 2014

LMAO

OMFG! I love Bad News, Good Music on the radio! Seriously, the shit that people do is just fuckin' mind boggling. Who the fuck tries to have sex with a motherfuckin' beer can? LMAO!!! I kid you not. Some dude tried to have his way with a beer can. I'm still not sure how that would be possible, seriously, the guy would have to be very small to even get it in, which he managed by the way and ended up ripping his dick to shreds. Shit dude! It would have been easier just to use his hand and a helluva lot less dangerous!  

Sunday, May 4, 2014

OuT eNjOyInG tHe SuN

Enjoying the nice weather while it lasts. Unfortunately, it's supposed to rain by Wednesday :(


Saturday, May 3, 2014

Thinking about getting colored contacts.  My natural color is a very dark brown, but I thought I would spice it up a bit and try something new. :D These are Freshlook Colorblends in Pure Hazel. I don't know what do you think? Yes? No?


LMAO!!


Friday, May 2, 2014

Omg! I'm stuck in a hot car with my grandparents. Not sure why they have the heat on, it not that cold out. Just asked my grandpa if he could roll down my window and he rolls it down a little bit. Thanks grandpa that helps so much o.O

Thursday, May 1, 2014

I'm lookin' like I got my head on right so now I see
No more givin' you everythin'
There's no more takin' my love from me

-Unfoolish - Ashanti

Shit, that's what I'm doing wrong!!! :D lol

I should have known it was a dream, especially when pillow forts are involved o.O

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Going with my bestie on Friday to see the movie, Heaven is for real.  I can't wait to see it. It's his turn to buy the popcorn and I'll get the candy :D Yay, Milk Duds for all!!!!
I know my heart will never be the same, 
but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

-Sara Evans