Going with my bestie on Friday to see the movie, Heaven is for real.  I can't wait to see it. It's his turn to buy the popcorn and I'll get the candy :D Yay, Milk Duds for all!!!!

I know my heart will never be the same, 

but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

-Sara Evans

I'm Real - J-Lo ft. Ja Rule

I met so many men and

It's like their all the same

My appetite for lovin'

Is now my hunger pain

And when I'm feelin' sexy

Who's gonna comfort me

My only problem is

Their insecurity

Damn Straight! :D

You can't help who you want, even if they don't want you.....

Painkiller - Three Days Grace

I know what you want so desperately

You know I'll give you one for free

Forever you're coming back to me

Now I'm gonna give you what you need

'Cause I know what you feed on and what you lead on

And what you lead on

The shoulder you cry on

The dose that you die on

I, I can be your painkiller, killer, killer

You love me 'til it's all over, over

'Cause I'm the shoulder you cry on

The dose that you die on

I, I can be your painkiller, killer, killer

Ride - SoMo

The fever's fucking running, feel the heat between us two!

I'm gon' ride, I'm gon' ride

I'm gon' ride, I'm, I'm gon' ride on you baby

On you lady, all night, all, all night!

I'm gon' take care of your body,

I'll be gentle, don't you scream

It's getting hotter, make it softer,

Feel your chest on top of me.

I'm gon' ride, I'm gon' ride

I'm gon' ride, I'm, I'm gon' ride on you baby

On you lady, all night, all night!

I'm gon' make you feel that loving,

Getting weak all in your knees.

Kiss your body from the tip-top,

All the way down to your feet!

I knew it :D lol

Struggling

Sadness bears down upon me

Like waves battling within the open sea

I’m struggling to stay above, fighting not to go under

‘Sink or swim’ it whispers

It tempts me with its soft voice

Lulls me into a false security

‘Come’ it murmurs

‘Just stop struggling’

‘You’ve had enough’

‘You’re just not that strong’

‘No one cares’ it taunts

I close my eyes

Oh I try not to listen

But truth is what it speaks

The words that it weaves

Open the hidden wounds I’ve tried to hide

I take a breath and try so very hard not to cry

There’s a crack in my defenses

It tries to get through

Once again it attempts to lure me in

Its voice tender as if it caresses my cheek

 ‘I love you’ it coos

 ‘I will never leave you’ it promises

My barricades crack even more

I so want to believe

Even though I know they are just empty words

Seeds of doubt spring forth

Pushing me closer to its side

Would it just be easier leaving?

It’s not like I’ll be missed

No one cares

‘So true’ it agrees

They always go

Leaving me cold and alone

‘Forever and ever’ it points out

What’s the point of struggling?

Does it really matter?

‘Not anymore.’ It voices understandingly

It has begun to seep through my crumbling defenses

I know this and so does it

‘Follow me under’ it wishes

‘Your pain will be over’ it purrs

This time it’s harder to resist

My arms cease in the struggle

Slowly I begin to descend

Inch by inch

Lower and lower I go

The end has finally come

One last breath before I’m undone

Phone Sexx - Trina ft Qwote

Do you feel me baby 

sexing your body 

touching you softly

Making you want me 

go head close your eyes

Put your hands on your thighs 

let's fantasize from the other end of the line 

do you feel me baby 

sexing your body

Touching you softly 

making you want me

 go head close your eyes

Put your hands on your thighs 

let's fantasize from the other end of the line

Take your hands and close your eyes 

and picture me touching your thighs 

do you feel your body next to me

I'm in your mind but physically 

it feels so real when we're on the phone

The way you talk and the moan 

I put your body to the test 

it's not a fantasy but it's phone sex

This is so me!!

Damaged

I’m damaged beyond repair

A wounded soul in a world so cold

An unfixable

My cuts go far too deep

And my scars

Only held together with tape

My fragility cannot be healed

I cannot be saved

Please

do not try

I’m damaged

Wounded to the core

Stumbling in the darkness

Trapped in the unforgiving

Drowning in the unthinkable

Gasping for one last breath

Crying for a release that will not come

I’m damaged

Do not reach for me

For I will only pull you in

Carefully step away from the edge

And turn your cheek

Do not bat an eye

For I am damaged

 Utterly damaged beyond belief…

Wasting Away - Decyfer Down

I'm not alone

But feeling cold

With all the pressure

Burning inside me

I'm wasting away

And it's all I can take

I'm ready to change

I'm not gonna break

I'm wasting away

And it's never too late

I'm wasting away

And I'm not gonna break

Mother Nature is a Bitch : (

It is times like this, that the ache is unbearable.

Better than you - Terri Clark

I've been loved, I've been left,

I've been wronged by the best

I've had hopes that were shattered in two

I've heard promises spoken

I've had dreams left so broken

There was no chance they'd ever come true

It ain't easy to see

But take it from me

There's no hell I haven't walked through

And I wont cross that line

'Cause this heart of mine's 

Been broken by better than you

Private Parts - Halestorm

Every time I try to get a little closer

You shut down and the conversation's over

I'm right here, but you leave me in the dark

Show me your private parts.

Give it up baby, what are you afraid of

Love sucks when you don't know what it's made of

We get naked but I can't undress your heart

Show me your private parts, show me your private parts

They say that silence is gold, but I think that's a lie

You think I already know, but I can't read your mind...